Fear The Seasons

from by Caela Butt

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I fear the seasons, change and upheaval
hibernation is reality, vitamin D deficiency
i fear the seasons

sometimes i feel just like that little kid
who saw the wonder in the acorn and the oak
beach glass and bottle caps are buried treasures from the past
and all life still has it's mysterious cloak
but sometimes i feel jaded, i feel old
consumed by pessimism, fear, and aches and pains
insecurities creepin up my spine
to-do lists piling up and i don't know if i can leave my bedroom today

sometimes i feel just like that little kid
who smiles at every single stranger that she's passed
awkward and shy, but eager and kind
pokemon battles a fair form of justice
but sometimes i feel guilty, i feel wrong
like i'm a parasite and i take up too much space
every hurdle is a mile high and i dont know why i even try
wish i could just wash away with the rain
but on good days i'm still just that little kid
who spends her hours chasing waves and skippin stones
musty attics and old storm drains will all become my secret base
and adventure's never too far down the road

i no longer fear the seasons
is this wisdom? i dont know
but for now i'm content to just float along
like that little paper boat that i used to send down the creek
my mother strolling next to me
every moment an eternity
every day an opportunity
oh, i fear the seasons


from Lost For Days, released May 7, 2015



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Caela Butt Toronto, Ontario

Caela Butt is a sappy and optimistic folk musician from Toronto, Ontario. They sing songs about best friends, traveling, nature and heartstrings. They spend equally large chunks of time traveling around the country and getting cozy and fostering community in their hometown and these contrasting experiences continuously shape their music. ... more

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